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Shame 'Verse
Sam can never decide how much he actually enjoys jerking off, even the beginning part before everything goes wrong, like now. It’s more that it’s less uncomfortable to pay attention to the thing, at least at first, than to ignore it entirely and wind up stressed and distracted and pained for god knows how long before it finally, finally subsides. He wishes he could classify the sensation as a relief, but the thing just picks up even more intensity to race alongside his pulse; his breath hitches; adrenaline and fear stab into him, followed without warning by that badwrong he’s never been able to pinpoint, tides rushing toward something he doesn’t understand, wants but doesn’t, real terror bowling him over as he tries to jack through it but it’s so much, grip tightening, bottom dropping out, and he yanks his hand away but the loss hurts way down inside, sweat-sticky and gapingly empty and whimpering.6,155
Sam/Dean  bottom!sam  top!dean  emotionally!hurt!sam  hurt/comfort  john-A+parenting  S01  first-time  masturbation 
20 days ago by Misspookielo
Out Where the Shivers Won't Find You
After Castiel rescues Sam from Hell, he sets him up in a cabin in the middle of nowhere to recuperate, and to give his soul time to heal from the damage it suffered in the cage. When Sam experiences violent, frightening flashbacks to his time with Lucifer, Cas offers a solution, but neither one of them anticipates the way their tentative friendship will change. AU after 5x22.

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SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Character-Castiel  post!Season!5  PTSD  Angst  archiveofourown  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Bed!Sharing  Dream/Nightmare  livejournal  15000+  Long  Bonding  top!Sam  Slow!Burn  Dean/Lisa  Cabin!fic  A!Break!From!Hunting  Separated!Boys 
6 weeks ago by chellexxx
Gorgeous.
They needed to figure this out because it was fucking with Dean’s concept of sex as something that was simple and straightforward. They needed to figure this out because every single time it happened Sam shut down a little more and got a little more defensive. 7,925
Sam/Dean  NC-17  bottom!sam  top!dean  emotionally!hurt!sam  hurt/comfort  angst  BDSM 
12 weeks ago by Misspookielo
Joy Taken, Gifts Given
After Dean comes back from Purgatory he is never not pissed off at his mate, Sam. Sam had abandoned him to go play house with a Beta.

What Dean doesn't know is that Sam is keeping a secret from him and it could be that Sam has suffered more than Dean knows while he was stuck in Purgatory. 9,361
Sam/Dean  NC-17  a/b/o  omega!sam  alpha!dean  mpreg  hurt/comfort  emotionally!hurt!sam  asshole!dean 
december 2018 by Misspookielo
Hit the road again
“Stop what? I’m just helping you, Dean. Maybe once you’ve fucked that little brat you’ll realize how… how evil he is, how bad”

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Sam/Dean  john-A+parenting  non-con  NC-17  bottom!sam  top!dean  dark  rough!sex  hurt/comfort  first-time  hurt!sam  emotionally!hurt!dean  emotionally!hurt!sam 
october 2018 by Misspookielo
The Foreskin Guy
Growing up, Sam was called many things.
He was the “Kid without a mom”, “Kid without a home”, “The quiet guy”, “The weird dude”, “The new boy”, “The nerd” and “The freak”. Sometimes, he was “Dean’s little brother”. At least when he was, the last one it meant that no one would dare to touch him.
Every new town came with another name, and he ends up creating a game out of it. If he can guess his new name before it becomes popular, then he wins. It makes things lighter and the pain is less.
Today, as he stands naked in the locker rooms with his friends around him, he already knows he won the game. The foreskin guy. 2,210
Sam/Dean  NC-17  masturbation  emotionally!hurt!sam  protective!dean  bullying 
september 2018 by Misspookielo
We Stumble, But We Never Fall
Sam is away at Stanford when John dies. Dean shows up at his apartment in Palo Alto, messed up and hurting, and in the wake of what happened, their relationship slowly grows into something more.12,456
Sam/Dean  first-time  pining  bottom!sam  top!dean  NC-17  virgin!sam  emotionally!hurt!sam  emotionally!hurt!dean  hurt/comfort 
june 2018 by Misspookielo
Lost in pain
Sam is caught between reality and a dream world. He can't accept what is happening.2,508
Sam/Dean  NC-17  bottom!sam  top!dean  emotionally!hurt!sam  dream 
june 2018 by Misspookielo
Shades of Sharp
Dean hunts the Supernatural, Sam survives on the street…then their worlds collide. An AU fic where Sam and Dean aren't brothers. Warnings: Eventual Sam/Dean, Prostitution, Rape, Angst, Explicit Content,
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SPN  SPN!AU  Slash  Sam/Dean  First!Time  AU!Not!Brothers  Hunter!Dean  50000+  Long  fanfiction.net  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Angst  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Sam  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Homeless  Homeless!Sam 
april 2018 by chellexxx
Groundhog Night
Sam is desperate enough to try anything, even being honest with Dean about how he feels.2,431
Sam/Dean  first-time  pining  bottom!sam  top!dean  S03  angst  emotionally!hurt!sam  hurt!dean 
march 2018 by Misspookielo
Umpqua Rushing
An ode to these brothers and soulmates, another try at crystallizing their tender love, their first time together. Set during season three--Dean only has so much time left, and Sam had to kiss him. Just to know.4,149
Sam/Dean  S03  bottom!sam  top!dean  pining  romance  emotionally!hurt!sam  hurt/comfort  emotionally!hurt!dean  first-time 
march 2018 by Misspookielo
We'll Figure It Out (part 1)
After the trauma of recent events, Sam is suffering insomnia and depression. Dean is willing to help in any way he can.8,723
Sam/Dean  NC-17  protective!dean  first-time  hurt/comfort  emotionally!hurt!sam  non-con  masturbation  S12 
november 2017 by Misspookielo
Unhappy Days that Left us on the Floor
It's Friday night, going on 1 am, and Sam is crying because his brother can't settle for just him. Go fucking figure. 4,001
Sam/Dean  asshole!dean  bottom!sam  top!dean  NC-17  angst  cheating  emotionally!hurt!sam  established!relationship  sad!ending 
november 2017 by Misspookielo
Pandora Box
Jack accidentally gets a sneak peak on Sam's memories of Hell, Lucifer and Dean, and he has a thing or two to say to the man. 1,666
Sam/Dean  pining  emotionally!hurt!sam  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  S13  angst 
november 2017 by Misspookielo
The Spaceship Impala
Dean Winchester is an engineer in hibernation aboard the starship Impala, journeying alongside five thousand other passengers to a new beginning. When his pod malfunctions, he wakes up ninety years too early.20,332
Sam/Dean  NC-17  pining  romance  break-up  bottom!sam  bottom!dean  top!sam  top!dean  angst  emotionally!hurt!sam  unrelated  space  AU 
november 2017 by Misspookielo
Riot Gear
Shortly before they ganked Dick Roman Sam became pregnant. He either knew and didn't tell Dean because he didn't want to give Dean any more pressure or he had no idea at all. The stress and trauma of seeing Dean and Cas disappear along with Crowley taking off with Kevin sends Sam into a downward spiral. The added stress from hitting Riot causes Sam to have a miscarriage. Sam spends time recovering physically, but not emotionally, with Amelia who knows not to ask about the baby.

When Dean gets back and reams Sam out for not looking for him, Sam can't bring himself to tell Dean what happened. He thinks Dean will blame him for losing their kid and that it'll be the final straw. Maybe Sam sneaks out to visit the grave and Dean follows, but up to the author how Dean finds out. Cue guilty!Dean and hurt!Sam who has to relive the painful memories from the last year.
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Sam/Dean  established!relationship  break-up  bottom!sam  top!dean  mpreg  suicidal!toughts  emotionally!hurt!sam  hurt!sam  hurt/comfort  asshole!dean  S08  angst 
october 2017 by Misspookielo
Halloween
Dean and Sam are working a case when Sam begins to act strangely. A Halloween Holiday Fic 8,313
Sam/Dean  NC-17  halloween  bottom!sam  top!dean  cursed  established!relationship  emotionally!hurt!sam  protective!dean 
october 2017 by Misspookielo
Pleasure of Pain
After Dean's death, Sam wants to feel on the outside the way he feels on the inside and allows himself to be used by strangers. When Dean comes back though, all of that will change. 7,069
Sam/Dean  bottom!sam  top!dean  emotionally!hurt!sam  hurt!sam  hurt/comfort  NC-17  treesome  DP  dark  prostitution  BDSM  rough!sex  protective!dean  barebacking 
september 2017 by Misspookielo

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