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Bite by Bite
"Neil is fine, after it's all over. He doesn't have anything to be upset about anymore. That's why it's definitely not a problem that he's not eating." (1956 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  anorexic!neil  protective!andrew  understanding!andrew  hurt/comfort  eating_disorder  established!relationship  fandom:allforthegame  author:nauticalwarrior 
january 2018 by elwarre
"AU The Dursleys taught Harry to fear and hate magic and all things magical including himself. Now how long will it take the wizarding world see the damage done? And can they ever hope to fix it? Disturbing." (106,473 words - WIP) All the warnings. Heed them. This is DARK. It's also well-written and psychologically compelling, and, IMO, worth the read.
harry_potter  severus_snape  fred_weasley  george_weasley  charlie_weasley  minerva_mcgonagall  albus_dumbledore  dudley_dursley  vernon_dursley  petunia_dursley  gen  hurt!harry  abused!harry  raped!harry  whipped!harry  clueless!severus  protective!severus  clueless!dumbledore  protective!dumbledore  guilty!dudley  dark  angst  misunderstanding  abuse:child  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  whipping  eating_disorder  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  recovery  birthday/holiday  hp:year1  fandom:harrypotter  author:dreamfall  wip 
may 2017 by elwarre
Looking for Shooting Stars
"Spock and his family have moved to Earth. He has accepted this. But when Jim Kirk moves in next door and Spock accidentally gets a glimpse of the younger boy's pain, Spock refuses to accept the fact that he cannot help. It may be illogical, but he will unravel the mystery that is Jim Kirk." (56,736 words) First in an ongoing series.
james_kirk  spock  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  amanda_grayson  sarek  kirk/spock  kirk/ofc  student!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  raped!kirk  bullied!kirk  ptsd!kirk  reluctant!kirk  student!spock  protective!spock  pining!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  angst  drugs:nonconsensual  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  hunger/starvation  eating_disorder  ptsd  bullying  homophobia  self_loathing  highschool  mindmeld  telepathy  bonding/soulmates  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  first_time  series/verse  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:miss_meh 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Two-Headed Boy
"Sam's life from sixteen to twenty-two years old. This is a story of the last days of innocence during a sweltering Southern summer when Sam is so in love with his brother, he can barely stand his touch. It's the pain between them through lies, through jealousy, through seeing each other with someone else. Theirs is a story of leaving and Stanford, of Dean feeling lost and Sam nearly losing himself without his brother. It's fire and reunion and a love never lost - ever-present and no longer deniable." (208,265 words) Part two of The Invisible Boy series.
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jessica_moore  sam/dean  sam/omc  sam/jess  dean/ofc  student!sam  hurt!sam  pining!sam  jealous!sam  bottom!sam  depressed!sam  lonely!sam  anorexic!sam  protective!dean  clueless!dean  guilty!dean  jealous!dean  top!dean  top!jess  hurt/comfort  angst  depression  loneliness  resentment  selfharm  self_loathing  eating_disorder  issues:gender/sexuality  highschool  college  stanford  jealousy  pining  slowburn  hothothot  kink:switching  kink:crossdressing  kink:d/s  kink:rimming  kink:pegging  kink:brotherkink  kink:somnophilia  first_time  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:dollylux  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ In a Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
"They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. “Come on. Look this way. Give us a smile, Jensen.” He smiles and blinks against the flashes, fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble. He’s not pretty, not beautiful. He’s small and weak and pathetic and one day they’re all gonna figure it out. One day…" (37,896 words plus timestamps)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  actor!jared  protective!jared  bottom!jared  actor!jensen  hurt!jensen  bullied!jensen  bulimic!jensen  depressed!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  depression  selfharm  eating_disorder  bullying  recovery  industry:film  on_set(spn)  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:felisblanco  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Coda
"Dean tries to cook something Sam can eat. There are issues. Not a curtain fic." (1250 words) Companion piece: "Refrain"
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hurt!dean  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  ptsd  helltrauma  eating_disorder  bunker  trials  series/verse  spn:season:8  fandom:spn  author:caranfindel 
april 2016 by elwarre
Learning to Live Half a Life
"John drinks. A lot. And it's exhausting for Dean to try and keep the family together, it wears him out to make sure school's okay for Sammy and himself and then clean up after their father when he's finally passed out on the bed or the bathroom floor. Michael is a safe haven. Michael is different. As long as Dean does what Michael tells him to do, he can pretend everything's okay. At least for a little while." (49,000 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  castiel  michael  gabriel  sam/gabriel  dean/castiel  dean/michael  hurt!sam  abused!sam  shy!sam  hurt!dean  abused!dean  protective!dean  abusive!john  asshole!john  homophobic!john  human!castiel  understanding!castiel  human!gabriel  protective!gabriel  human!michael  abusive!michael  hurt/comfort  angst  self_loathing  selfharm  homophobia  eating_disorder  abuse:child  abuse:emotional/psychological  highschool  first_time  spn:au:no!supernatural  fandom:spn  author:princess_aleera 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Settle Down My Shivered Bones
"Sometimes John hunts without his boys, and sometimes he stays gone too long. His sons come up with a way to cope. It's not necessarily pretty, but it's what they do. (Read my notes, heed the warnings! Sam is 15-ish, Dean is 19-20.)" (4791 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  gen  hurt!sam  anorexic!sam  guilty!sam  protective!dean  clueless!dean  clueless!john  asshole!john  neglectful!john  angst  dark  domesticity  eating_disorder  abuse:child  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:quickreaver  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ What Jess Saw in Heaven
"Jess loves Sam Winchester, really she does, but she just doesn't know him all that well. After she dies, she has to realize how little she actually knows about the man she loved before she can move on." (2351 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  jessica_moore  chuck_shurley  sam/jess  sam/dean  bamf!sam  hurt!sam  pov:jess  heaven  abuse:child(past)  eating_disorder  established!relationship  fandom:spn  author:waterbird13  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Mouths of Decadence
"Dean-POV; gen; preseries (au), mostly, but spoilers for the pilot; h/c; dick!John; sick!Sam; remember: this deals with EATING DISORDERS, so if that's triggerish for anyone, don't read, please. 6-7, maybe, on TEH ANGST-O-METER." (6,683 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  gen  hurt!sam  sick!sam  anorexic!sam  protective!dean  clueless!dean  understanding!dean  asshole!john  neglectful!john  angst  hurt/comfort  eating_disorder  clinic/hospital  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:dime_for_12 
april 2016 by elwarre
One Moment of Knowing That
"As Obelix would say, if you're off your food, you're ill. Of course, he never met the Winchesters." (6940 words) Broken link - contact elwarre on livejournal for a copy of the pdf.
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  gen  hurt!sam  protective!dean  angst  humor  crack  eating_disorder  demon_deal  bonding/soulmates  spn:preseries  spn:season:3  fandom:spn  author:kroki_refur  deleted!fic  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre

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