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What It’s Like to Have Multiple Personalities
> If one of my personalities went to the store, I might have a vague memory of going to the store, but
> it’s like watching a movie — a movie you’re not very invested in because you forget the details and it’s
> boring.

Interesting that this person says it's a function of the power of eraly childhood imagination:> I told myself I wasn’t scared.
> I’m not scared, I’m playing pretend. I’m a rabbit, hiding from foxes.
> Over time, doing that for long enough, it solidified. After a while, you do it long enough, under
> circumstances that are extreme enough, when you’re that young and you have that big an
> imagination, it just makes more sense, and it feels safer to believe you’re a rabbit than know you’re in
> danger. That’s how different personalities develop. It’s coping. It’s survival.
mpd  dissociation  imagination 
12 weeks ago by patrickandrews
zigur - what remains
Akutagawa doesn't know much about him, has only seen him in glances and blurs as he walks by or away, red hair stark agianst dark clothes.
fandom:Bungou_Stray_Dogs  year:2019  Rating:Teen-and-Up  pairing:Akutagawa/Chuuya  violence  hurt/comfort  pre-canon  abuse  dissociation  canon-compliant  pre-relationship  words:2.000-2.500  complete 
may 2019 by hear-the-rain
Peter Øvig Knudsen: ’Min mor var besat’ er et oprør mod tavsheden omkring depression | Information
Men midt i madlavningen kunne hun pludselig få »et andet farligere blik, som om et fremmed væsen betragtede mig gennem hendes øjenhuler«, som Peter Øvig skriver.

Morens blik er også det, hans søster husker bedst. Mens søsteren beskriver øjnene som »kolde« og »hårde«, beskriver Peter Øvig dem som »dæmoniske«. Han følte, at hans mor var besat. Noget tog over inde i hendes krop og transformerede hende i sygdomsperioderne.
Psychiatry  politics  select  Dissociation  ideas 
may 2019 by slmeyer
Kasplode - I Could Never Know A World Without You.
/"Stay back, Deku"/
Izuku doesn't listen. That decision leads to his death.
In a twist of fate that entwines him irrevocably with Katsuki, it turns out their time together isn't over yet.

(OR: the bodysharing wonder duo AU where Izuku is kidnapped along with Katsuki, and the combination of unprecedented quirks leads to unexpected results.)
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  gen  canon-divergence  temporary-character-death  hurt/comfort  child-abuse  dissociation  PTSD  panic-attacks  bodysharing  slow-build  happy-ending  words:45.000-50.000  WIP 
february 2019 by hear-the-rain
SecretMaker - If L'Oven You Is Wrong (I Don't Wanna Be Rye)
Oikawa has a nice, ordinary life as the main baker for the Green Leaf Patisserie, and he likes it that way.

That is, until the day a customer on the phone takes that nice, ordinary life and turns it on his head.
fandom:Haikyuu!!  year:2019  Rating:Teen-and-Up  pairing:Kuroo/Oikawa  AU-coffee-shop  cute  getting-together  fluff  panic-attacks  dissociation  hurt/comfort  chosen-family  words:35.000-40.000  comedy 
january 2019 by hear-the-rain
Skaii - The Safeword is All Might
In the wake of 'The Incident,' as Deku has taken to calling it, he and Katsuki are left to chart the unfamiliar waters of what they both want: (A relationship that happens to involve a lot of kinky shenanigans.)
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2017  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  sequel  bdsm  spanking  praise-kink  breath-play  humiliation  fluff  canon-compliant  cuddling  angst  water-sports  dissociation  exhibitioinism  phone-sex  biting  WIP  words:20.000-25.000  comedy 
october 2017 by hear-the-rain
EAter - I Summoned a Demon 101: an In-comprehensive guide to Corporeal Demon Do's and Don'ts
Midoriya Izuku was born with a quirk: the ability to summon and bind demons form an alternate plane to do his bidding. With only a few days left until the UA entrance exam and still no offensive-type demons in his arsenal, Izuku makes a desperate attempt at summoning one corporeal, a feat he had never before attempted. He'd say it was a success but, he doesn't actually know if it'll be more a hell or a hindrance. Especially since Bakugou Katsuki is, well, kind of a shit.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2017  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  AU  slow-build  dubious-consent  panic-attacks  dissociation  tentacles  xeno  WIP  words:80.000-90.000  AU-angels-and-demons 
october 2017 by hear-the-rain

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