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Light The Way (And I'll Follow) - by Lost_And_Insane
“If there’s anything I’ve done that has offended you-” Kirk started, but Spock quickly cut him off.

“It’s no such thing, captain.”

Kirk seemed a little taken aback at the abrupt interruption, and Spock was about to apologize before the captain spoke again, “Then would you mind explaining why you’re constantly trying to avoid me?”

Spock had been fine avoiding the subject all-together, but he recognized that in this case, avoiding it any longer would cause a decrease in ship functionality; the captain had, for some surely illogical reason, assumed that he was the cause for Spock’s sudden distance, and this belief had a 93.857 percent chance of lowering the captain’s confidence. The Enterprise and its crew depended on a confident leader.

The two stared each other down while Spock thought of a respectful way to explain the situation, but Kirk suddenly let out a sound of realization, asking, “It’s the mind meld, isn’t it?”

Hoping was illogical, but yet a small part of Spock had so illogically hoped that Kirk hadn’t realized their touch initiated a meld back on that class M planet. Not many Terrans knew of Vulcans’ touch-telepathy; it was unfortunate that Kirk wasn’t one of them.

Spock nodded once, explaining, “Mind melds are highly inappropriate—a serious breach of privacy, especially when started without full knowledge and consent by both parties involved. Although it had not been my intention to start one with you, I cannot deny one formed between us, even if just for a fraction of a second.”

“Spock.” Kirk sighed. “I already told you not to worry about it. You didn’t offend me and I’m not upset about it.”

Spock simply resumed his explanation, “To prevent one from forming again due to my inability to control them, I have deduced that distance is the only reliable solution.”

“I disagree with your logic,” Kirk said instantly.
st:tos  kirk/spock  new-in-town  whoops  mind-meld  bonded  rejection  beach 
22 days ago by runpunkrun
Perched in the Soul - by Betazoa (Star Trek Reverse Big Bang 2019)
The only reason Jim had followed Bones to sickbay without protest was that he’d seen the mad twinkle in Bones’ eyes and knew he was willing to drop the bombshell about Jim and Spock’s bond in front of all the bridge crew if Jim made so much as a peep of protest. Now he’s laying down with his shirt off and electrodes hooked up all over his torso, which doesn’t even make sense considering the bond is in his head.

“And what controls the rest of your body, Jim?” Bones tells him when he points this out. “That damn fool brain of yours, which you let the Vulcan hotwire himself into. So who knows how the hell the damn thing is running the show these days?” Bones taps irritably at the padd, and Jim can’t tell if it’s because he’s displeased with the readings, or if he’s just displeased that the readings are normal and he’s got nothing else to complain about. Either way, he’s been displeased ever since the whole thing began, and there’s no point in reminding him that Jim had been unconscious, on the brink of death, and hadn’t been in a position to allow or refuse Spock. It’s not worth having that conversation again.

“I feel fine,” Jim offers, though it’s more to irritate Bones than to provide useful information. Bones glares at him, and Jim muses on how that glare could melt all the ice on Andoria. “Really, Bones,” he adds genuinely. “No headaches, no memory loss, no telepathic bleedover; I haven’t felt any side effects.” He specifically isn’t mentioning the very interesting side effect he’d felt the other day with Spock in the briefing room. Bones doesn’t need to know Jim had accidentally kissed his First Officer in the Vulcan fashion.
st:tos  kirk/spock  off-world  stranded  mind-meld  whoops  bonded  publicsex 
28 days ago by runpunkrun
Double-Edged - naktibalda - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Double-edged (adj.): capable of acting two ways; having two contradictory aspects.
***
“She didn’t--it wasn’t--curses are not real,” Tony finally settles on because it’s true. “I’m not cursed. It’s not a curse.” He refuses to believe that. Sure, he’s seen what Loki can do, he’s met the asshole Strange, and witnessed magic first-hand. But curses? That’s fairy-tale stuff. What’s next? Are they going to fight the big bad wolf?

Steve hums beside him and Tony turns his head to see that he’s got a contemplative expression on his face.

“No, Steve,” Tony reprimands him.

“Maybe Banner is right,” Bucky says from Tony’s other side and Tony groans. “Maybe we are dealing with a curse.”
marvel  avengers  mcu  Steve/Tony/Bucky  first.time  naktibalda  Steve/Bucky  established  pining  bonded  magic  clueless 
4 weeks ago by southerly
have me (hold me) - portraitofemmy - The Magicians (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
“I don’t think either of us is exactly married to anyone, anymore,” Eliot hedges, giving Q a sheepish look.

“The circumstances aren’t really clear,” Quentin says, picking up the paper to squint at it again. “I think we could fake it.”

“You can’t fake a marriage for magic, Quentin.”

Queliot Week Day 1 – Fake Dating/Marriage
TheMagicians  Quentin/Eliot  established  portraitofemmy  season4  post-season  au  au:branching  bonded 
4 weeks ago by southerly
A Second Chance - by ayesakara
He knows this feeling, knows that this emotion, this sense of guilt he feels is an inherent human trait. Yet another shortcoming attributed to the deficiencies in his impure, hybrid nature. For there is no word for guilt in modern Vulcan. If he were a full Vulcan, he would not be feeling guilt. Such an emotional response would be deemed illogical. If he were a full Vulcan, he would not have made such a grave error, so as to be deemed guilty in the first place. If he were a full Vulcan, his control would never have slipped. He would never have allowed the bond to be formed this way.

Yes, there are degrees of guilt and Spock's is the worst kind imaginable.

The incident on Antara showed him the one lone thing that could finally ease his pain. A link, a true warrior bond, with a friend, a brother, with someone who could be even more. But the bond was formed without his intended's permission. Given a choice, Spock does not think Jim would have opted for this situation. Captain Kirk enjoys the company of females. Spock knows that, the whole ship knows that. The number of times the captain has flirted with Nyota is testament to where his preferences lie. He could not have possibly chosen Spock of his own accord, no matter how deep their friendship, their loyalty, their regard for each other. Not him, the blue-eyed, golden boy of Starfleet.

In his weakened state, in his greed, his ardent, aching hunger for a touch, any touch, Spock allowed this bond to form. The fact that he feels... contentment, harmony, pleasure, happiness in Jim's presence, in opening up his mind to the bond, proves he is guilty. He does not deserve any of this. He has not earned the bond.
st:aos  kirk/spock  off-world  shore-leave  telepathy  mind-meld  whoops  bonded  rejection  depression  captive  trauma 
8 weeks ago by runpunkrun
Not An Ordinary Life - by IvanW
“Have you told him?” Pike asked, leaning a hip against the porch railing. “About the bond?”

Spock shook his head. “I believe his father would rather that I not. He wishes for Jim to make his own choices.”

“Not sure that is something you ought to hide from him.”

“I had intended to tell him when he reached my father’s home in preparation for the summer session.” When Spock had believed Jim would more likely than not be coming to San Francisco.

“Spock, George doesn’t know everything. And I think Jim likes you. You might want to consider telling him. If he finds out later, through someone else, that you knew and didn’t tell him—”

“You believe he will become angry.”

“Yeah, he might. I don’t know him well, but from what I have seen of him, yeah he might.” Pike shivered. “Think I’m going back inside where it’s warm.”

“I will be in shortly,” Spock said.

“Take your time. I think Jim’s out here,” Pike said pointedly, then went into the house.
st:aos  au  kirk/spock  iowa  meet-as-kids  bonded  correspondence  starfleet.edu  teacher/student  meet-the-family  grief  spockprime 
9 weeks ago by runpunkrun
Accidental Rescues (and Fateful Decisions) - antigrav_vector - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
In the course of one of his adventures for Marvels Magazine, Tony stumbles across someone that will change his life. While he's doing his best to hunt down an artifact that rumour had it had ended up in HYDRA's hands somehow, he finds a captive man who has a metal arm and no idea who he is.

Of course, it only gets more complicated from there.
marvel  avengers  noir-verse  Tony/Bucky  Steve/Tony/Bucky  first.time  antigrav_vector  Steve/Bucky  established  au  au:mirror  soulmate!au  sentinel  bonded 
9 weeks ago by southerly
High Priced Series - dysonrules - Harry Potter - Fandom, Harry Potter - Rowling [Archive of Our Own]
High Priced: Harry Potter discovers he has Veela blood, which requires him to have contact with his "mate" in the form of some sort of physical touching or else he will wither and die. Of course, his mate turns out to be someone extraordinarily unsuitable--Draco Malfoy, who is only too gleeful to finally have something that Harry Potter needs.

High Priced Malfoy Editon: Sequel to High-Priced, sort of. If you read High Priced and wondered why Draco was so evil... well this might open your eyes. This is Draco's version.
harrypotter  Harry/Draco  first.time  dysonrules  what.epilogue?  post-canon  veela  _made.them.do.it  mated  bonded  pining  hurt/comfort  via:southerly 
12 weeks ago by willow
The Corrected Path - TwistedImage - Buffy the Vampire Slayer [Archive of Our Own]
The PTB see the past, present, and future and see that their champion may complete their task but there are casualties that are unnecessary. They find a different path then the one they had planned to choose and instead of the many trials and heartbreak that their champion would have faced, he finds love and family. It takes the merging of an ancient spirit to the boy who would have been the slayer's white knight. Both the knight and champion's future are irrevocably changed and neither will know the future they would have had if they hadn't of found love in each others arms.

Follow their journey and the corrected path they now walk.

The New Path:
The primal spirit doesn't leave Xander but he comes to realize it isn't just a hyena spirit, either. This draws both Xander and Angel together. A broken curse and a prophesy change the path they would have taken.

The Winding Road:
Xander and Angel have mated, now they must face Angel's family and Buffy's behavior. Xander explores his powers more as Angel continues to cement his place as the Master of Sunnydale. Their adventure is just beginning.

The Diverging Way:
Their bond strengthens as they face new dangers. An intelligent foe comes to light that may be more then they can handle.
New friendships, old enemies, strengthening powers, assassination attempts, prom, and graduation; all things they must face.
Buffyverse  Buffy  Xander/Angel  first.time  TwistedImage  season1  season2  season3  au  au:branching  mated  bonded  consort  angel/spike/xander  polyamory  unfinished.series 
12 weeks ago by southerly
They Say Vulcans Can't Lie - by WeirdLittleStories
The Canumese man jumped, startled, but then relaxed. "You think at me," he thought carefully. "We share thoughts because words slow and clumsy."

"Yes," the Vulcan replied, thinking slowly and carefully and making sure each concept was completely clear before moving on to the next. "And also because you are holding Captain Kirk, and we wish to know how to get him released. We have been unable to translate your word 'bwilhok,' and we cannot comply with your conditions if we do not know what those conditions are."

"Bwilhok the time when we join with the one. This thinking at me that you do now, we can do this only during bwilhok. If someone will join to Kirk, to restrain his excess and shape him to the good, then we can make him free, for once shaped good, he will no longer offend."

Spock thought, "I wish to restate what you just said, to make sure that I understand you. Please correct me if my statement is inaccurate in any way."

"Understand. Good idea. Think at me."

"Captain Kirk is being held because you believe that he will do wrong if he is allowed freedom. To free him, you wish for him to be tutored by someone who will ensure that he will do only right."

"First part true. Second part ... if teaching would work, he would good now, for he old enough to have had much teaching. So need more than teaching, need mental restraint. Must join with him, to hold him to the right."

Spock processed this, aghast at the implications. "You wish someone to form a permanent mental bond with Kirk, to restrain his negative impulses."
st:tos  kirk/spock  off-world  language  prison  mind-meld  aliensmakethemdoit  bonded 
march 2019 by runpunkrun
Out of Order - by twoseas
In better circumstances, Jim thought blearily, he would be pretty damn ecstatic with these turn of events - his legs wrapped around Spock’s waist, Spock bearing down on him. In any other context, this could have been Jim’s dream come true. But because Jim was just that unlucky, he got to have the to-the-death part of pon farr . He couldn’t get the fun non-stop-ritualistic-sex part.

As the black took up most of his vision and nearly obscured the sight of Spock, Jim supposed there were worst things he could do than die for love.

He loved Spock. He loved everything about his half-human, half-Vulcan first officer. Afterall, he wouldn’t let just anyone strangle him while pressing a murder boner to his hip.

He wondered if Spock knew Jim didn’t blame him.

The constricting pressure around Jim’s neck loosened.

Gasping in as much air as he could, Jim arched off the ground as his chest heaved. Spock was still there, still above him and keeping him pinned to the dirt, but the intense stare was no longer paired with the enraged snarl.

“Sp-ock?” Jim coughed, bemused by the sudden change. He blinked away the white spots as his gulping breaths evened out into a shaky panting.

Without any explanation, Spock reached out and grabbed Jim by both sides of his face.
st:aos  kirk/spock  new-vulcan  fuckordie  bonded  <3 
march 2019 by runpunkrun
Never and Always - by Ladyhawk_lhflu (The Bond #3)
Many moments passed as I stared at my intended. His eyes did not waver as he looked back at me. I could see within them an undefined knowing, or perhaps an instinctual understanding.

We might have stayed that way for some time if we were not interrupted. JT coughed, attempting to get our attention.

Jim startled, then turned and looked at his elder self questioningly.

'You two aren't fit to be out in public.' JT said, shaking his head. He then leaned down toward me and asked quietly, 'How much does he know?'

I could not answer his query. 'It is better to ask that question of Jim or your bondmate. I did not relay any information to him concerning this difficulty. Elder Savid, however, may have.' I stood up carefully, as I could feel the hormone surge attempting to overtake me again.

JT sighed. 'This is not a difficulty, Spock. This is your life.'

He then turned to my captain and took a deep breath before speaking. 'I'm going to be blunt here, for both your sakes. He needs to be with his mate. To bond and, well, to have sex.' He looked up at me and shrugged. There was an apology in his eyes.
st:aos  kirk/spock  new-vulcan  spockprime  fuckordie  kirkprime  bonded  rejection 
march 2019 by runpunkrun
The Bond - by Ladyhawk_lhflu (The Bond #1)
After Spock's pon farr ended...well that's where the gossippers have it all wrong. There were no clandestine meetings in storage closets, no strip chess in our cabins. In fact, nothing changed.

Nothing changed.

Spock went back to being my oh-so-competent first officer. I went back to being the golden child of the Fleet.

At first, yes, I did wonder at the return to our independent lives. Weren't we supposed to function as a couple, at least during downtime?

Not knowing how to ask him, I tried to catch his eye on the bridge. I tried to gauge his emotions when we played chess. But he turned away from me, hiding whatever he was feeling.

Yes, Spock has emotions. All Vulcans do. Because of the fierceness of their feelings, those dignified people don't trust that they can express themselves without destroying everyone. But the emotions are still there. If you watch a Vulcan's face carefully, you can see them just below the surface, trying to get out.

Usually, Spock was more expressive than most Vulcans. He went against what he was taught in deference to his very human captain and mostly human crew, I believe. But that didn't help me as I tried to understand what I had gotten myself into. When I tried to bring up his pon farr, when I tried to ask if our sexual relationship would continue, even when I tried to ask if T'Pring would suffer any consequences from what she did, the bastard stonewalled me.

His face turned into a sheet of ice with pointed ears. He clammed up and wouldn't say a word until I changed the subject.
st:tos  kirk/spock  ep-related  fuckordie  bonded  asexual  rejection  h/c  infidelity 
march 2019 by runpunkrun
you're getting set to run - biblionerd07 - The Magicians (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
After the Monster takes Quentin and restores everyone's memories, they'll do whatever it takes to get rid of the Monster and save Eliot.
TheMagicians  Quentin/Eliot  third.time  biblionerd07  season3  post-season  possessed  amnesia  hurt/comfort  bonded 
march 2019 by southerly
Forever is a very long time (and I shall be glad of it) - by rapier_puree (eeeeeeee)
Everything in the universe is a series of actions and consequences. Cadet James Tiberius Kirk cheated on the Kobayashi Maru test, thus Cadet James Tiberius Kirk must face the consequences.

(Thus Jim might not have been on the ship, thus those precious few Vulcans left might not have been saved, thus Nero might have won-

But Spock doesn’t know that yet. It won’t keep him up tonight, but it will soon.)

Cadet Kirk’s reputation precedes him, and it does not help his case. Kirk’s a genius, a playboy, a dickhead; he’s reckless and cocky and smooth and a hundred other human adjectives that Spock wishes he didn’t know.

Some of his fellow instructors believe they can “set him on the right path.” Others try to get him expelled. It wouldn’t be hard - never on time, always getting into fights, seemingly every other day someone files a complaint against him - if he weren’t so good at what he does.

Except, Spock thinks, being good at something doesn’t excuse everything else. It doesn’t mean you understand, it just means you do, you act, you ignore.

Cadet Kirk is the picture of incredulity at the stand. Earth might not have been as expected when he first arrived, but Spock can recognise people he knew from childhood in Kirk, knows his type. They think they can get what they want without repercussions simply because they take it by force. They believe they are safe in their groups, in their connections, in their power.

But. There are consequences.
st:aos  kirk/spock  spock  starfleet.edu  post-narada  stid  bonded 
march 2019 by runpunkrun
I Bind You. - SongsofSamael - The Magicians (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Eliot's passion for partying is offset only by his initiative to try new things. But when he cracks open the wrong book of spells, it's up to Quentin to pick up the pieces--even if they never fit together quite the same as they did before.
TheMagicians  Quentin/Eliot  first.time  SongsofSamael  season1  pining  bonded 
february 2019 by southerly
esama - Binary Star - WIP (Chpt 1-11, likely abandoned)
In which a Master Kenobi and a General Kenobi emerge to replace a dying Knight Kenobi.
starwars  esama  obi-wan/other  era:prequels  era:clonewars  au:canon  time.travel  training  family  bonded  wip  wc:50-60k 
january 2019 by goodgriefcharlie
InfiniteJediLove - System of Darkness
Chosen at age eleven by Jedi Master Virmu, Obi-Wan Kenobi meets the maverick Jedi, Qui-Gon Jinn, twelve years later, when they are assigned on a mission to investigate the theft of starships from the Duro Starshipwright Shipyard. What appears to be routine quickly grows more complex as violence ensues, loyalties are questioned, and a dangerous reminder of Obi-Wan’s past rises to the forefront. Torn between the Jedi path and their devotion to one another, Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon must risk everything to destroy a criminal organization that spans the galaxy.
starwars  infinitejedilove  obi-wan/qui-gon  au:canon  missions  action/adventure  get.together  bonded  wc:150-175k 
january 2019 by goodgriefcharlie
flamethrower - Re-Entry Series (22 Stories)
Re-Entry is an alternate universe epic that spans time and possibility. Obi-Wan Kenobi, while still a young Padawan, suffers an injury and wakes up with all of the memories, experience, training, and Force-strength of Old Ben Kenobi. It isn't long before the Jedi discover that Anakin Skywalker, a five-year-old slave from the Outer Rim, has undergone the exact same change. Obi-Wan and Anakin bear the scars of harsh lessons learned; those who love them must learn those lessons quickly, before the mistakes of old are repeated.
starwars  flamethrower  series  obi-wan/qui-gon  obi-wan/other  anakin/padme  era:jediapprentice  era:prequels  au:canon  epic  time.travel  fix-it  dark!obi-wan  action/adventure  injury  bonded  family  favorite  fav.rereads  wc:500-600k 
january 2019 by goodgriefcharlie

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