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Why I quit Truvada for good
While on PrEP, my periodic, mandated tests came back negative. Negative for everything. Each time. I was lucky. But if they hadn’t, I would have had no one to blame but myself. Not that I have no reason to still be worried. For all I know, I or my partners may be infected with something the doctors haven’t identified because no one has come to them with symptoms yet. You know what? There is no test for everything because we do not know what everything is and we never will. For my generation, Truvada risks undoing the defenses the first years of the epidemic demanded we erect. And have kept us alive.

I had a decision to make. Keep going on PrEP? No. I had lived through too much terror and misery years ago. I was not going to go through that again, no matter how small the odds. This is the burden that a memory of that time has bequeathed the gay men of my generation: I do not trust any assurances given us.

The day of my first clinical appointment in the new year, I called in and said, no need. I’m going off Truvada. Thanks for the ride. I am not going to let the promise of near immunity from HIV tempt me to use my body the way I once had. I need to remove that temptation from my life—my sex life, to be specific, but with lessons for all the ways I now intend to live. And so, I ended the temptation by going off the blue pill, and its exaggerated promises of immunity from harm.

I know this is a decision that may make more sense for gay men my age than younger ones, because we have a different history: a history that makes me and my cohort suspicious of words like “undetectable,” because we know not everything is detectable. I am happier now. If presented with the opportunity for a good time in the future, there’ll be protection present. Latex, barrier protection: the best defense we still have for what lurks out there—both the things for which we have names and the things for which we do not yet.
by:JohnWhittierTreat  from:Queerty  barebacking  PrEP  sex 
2 days ago by owenblacker
Shifting social norms around what “safer” sex is: perspectives of HIV-negative men in Canada
HIV-negative men who have sex with men (MSM) living in Vancouver, Canada are redefining ways to negotiate sexual safety and risk, according to qualitative research recently published by Dr Benjamin Klassen and colleagues in BMC Public Health. Condoms are no longer seen as the only means of preventing HIV infection.

Biomedical prevention strategies –  including the use of pre-exposure prophylaxis (PrEP) and treatment as prevention (TasP) – emerged as important reasons for inconsistent condom use among HIV-negative men. These men also adopted “seroadaptive” strategies such as selecting partners based on their HIV-negative status) and selecting HIV-positive partners who had an undetectable viral load. Ongoing concern over possible HIV infection and the belief in the high efficacy of condoms were some reasons to continue using them.
byKrishenSamuel  from:NAMaidsmap  barebacking  sex  HIV/AIDS  PrEP 
22 days ago by owenblacker
While working a case in a small town in Massachusetts, Dean ends up with a very different body than the one he’s used to. He thinks it’s the most fun thing ever. Sam, on the other hand, is barely holding it together. He can’t stop thinking about Dean’s new shape, and it’s making it much harder than usual to keep his desire for Dean at bay.15,046
Sam/Dean  cursed  bottom!dean  top!sam  top!dean  bottom!sam  NC-17  first-time  pining  feminine!dean  barebacking  masturbation 
24 days ago by Misspookielo
After being framed and thrown into jail, Jared is advised by his friend to get some protection when the other inmates take an interest in him. Jared knows his cell mate is his best option. But Jensen's a cold-blooded killer. And Jared isn't sure if he's safer with him rather than trying his luck alone.6,674
jensen/jared  bottom!Jared  top!Jensen  NC-17  barebacking  dub-con  protective!jensen 
24 days ago by Misspookielo
The Reality of Dating a Porn Star
Jared’s a porn star, a very, very popular porn star and Jensen is his boyfriend.
jensen/jared  bottom!Jared  top!Jensen  pornstar!jared  jealousy  established!relationship  barebacking 
25 days ago by Misspookielo
You Can't Stay Here
Jensen tends bar. Jared watches him tend bar every night, because he has a dumbass crush.3,478
jensen/jared  barebacking  bar  pining  bottom!Jared  top!Jensen 
25 days ago by Misspookielo
Still The One That I Dream About
Years after defeating Michael and leaving the bunker, Sam and Dean have found their own slice of paradise in a small town—which, like the life they thought they'd left behind, might not be as normal as it seems.12,243
Sam/Dean  S14  established!relationship  barebacking  bottom!sam  top!dean  bottom!dean  top!sam 
25 days ago by Misspookielo
Tumbling Blindly into Love
If there are rules for being friends with benefits, they're probably breaking every single one of them.13,324
jensen/jared  friends-to-lovers  barebacking  bottom!Jared  top!Jensen  pining  romance  NC-17 
25 days ago by Misspookielo
Sex pollen
The only pretext is that there seems to be something in the air making the rather conservative locals of Plano, Texas fuck each other senseless, and that's honestly all the motivation Dean needs to get them on the road and toward what Dean looks forward to being a good time. Not that Dean anticipates being purposely affected by whatever's going on. But, ya know. Dangers of the job and all 0,720
Sam/Dean  sam/castiel  treesome  barebacking  bottom!sam  top!dean  NC-17  cursed  fuck-or-die 
25 days ago by Misspookielo
Let Brother Love Continue
Dean spent his life raising his baby brother, caring for him, loving him, and devoting his life to him.
It was time for Sammy to return the favor and help take care of Dean finally.0,611
Sam/Dean  non-con  NC-17  bottom!sam  top!dean  dark  underage  barebacking 
25 days ago by Misspookielo
I'm Good With Who We Are
coda for episode 300, ignoring the last few seconds.
Dean is good with who he is. He knows who he is. He's good with who Sam is. So where does that leave them?2,864
Sam/Dean  NC-17  barebacking  bottom!sam  top!dean  S14  first-time 
25 days ago by Misspookielo
Stand Close To Me
Cas is Sam and Dean's foster parent. Life with him turns from good to great when Cas starts touching and looking at Sam in ways that make him crave more.6,525
Sam/Dean  sam/castiel  NC-17  underage  bottom!sam  top!dean  top!castiel  age!difference  barebacking  voyeurism  protective!dean 
25 days ago by Misspookielo
The Methodology of Magic
"You can't be a werewolf and a witch!" Stiles says.

"Why not?" Peter asks. He looks entirely too amused.

"They're conflicting magics!" Stiles says. "It's impossible!"

"And yet, here we are," Peter says.

And...well, yeah. In the face of overwhelming evidence, Stiles' worldview is going to have to shift a bit. Werewolves can do magic, okay. Stiles also can do magic. Slightly more mind-boggling, but okay, he did levitate a cat after all. Said cat then led him through the woods to a magic werewolf's house. God.


Based on Mysenia's prompt where Stiles' familiar tries to find creative ways to introduce him to his magic.
Author:Triangulum  TeenWolf  Slash  fanfic  Peter/Stiles  Romance  Smut  Hurt/Comfort  Relationship:FirstTime  Peter/Chris/Stiles  Bottom!Stiles  OralSex  Barebacking  AlternateUniverse-WerewolvesAreKnown  AlternateUniverse-NoHaleFire  Magical!Stiles  Magical!Peter  Familiars  Length:20.000-50.000  MultiChapter 
december 2018 by Ambrosine8
Jus In Bello
You kinky sonuvabitch. We don't swing that way. Except, when they do. 2,243
Sam/Dean  established!relationship  bottom!sam  top!dean  barebacking  S03 
december 2018 by Misspookielo
Dragon's Heart
Jensen is the next in line to become Chief of their clan. To earn his place, first, he must complete a quest to prove his worth. Thankfully, he is given aid in the form of the head warrior, Jared to help protect him. Perhaps with both their skills they will be able to complete the seemingly impossible task of obtaining the dragon’s heart. Jensen never thought he would find something more valuable than his title along the journey. But can Jensen return home with both the dragon’s heart and his own intact? Or will their return rip Jared away from his arms?26,288
jensen/jared  J2  soulmates  bottom!Jared  top!Jensen  protective!Jared  first-time  romance  age!difference  violence  fantasy  dragon  barebacking 
december 2018 by Misspookielo
Officer Jared Padalecki is on his way home, but catches one last call that's near him. He has no idea exactly how eighteen year old werecat Jensen Ackles is going to change his life, but sometimes the best things in your life are things you never saw coming. 4,239
jensen/jared  J2  a/b/o  bottom!Jared  top!Jensen  Alpha!Jensen  NC-17  dub-con  hurt!jensen  werecat!jensen  mating  barebacking 
december 2018 by Misspookielo
I'm In Love (With A Fairytale)
Jared Padalecki is blessed as a baby. Which means for most of his life Jared Padalecki has been cursed. Right until he happens to haul an angry man with tentacles out of the ocean.
Author:dimeliora  Supernatural  Slash  fanfic  Jensen/Jared  Romance  Smut  Angst  Relationship:FirstTime  AlternateUniverse-Fairytale  Tentacle!Sex  Rimming  Barebacking  Bottom!Jared  Magic  Length:10.000-20.000  OneShot 
december 2018 by Ambrosine8
Deliver Me
Jensen’s first time going to a sex club where just about anything goes. He’s only looking for someone to take his knot, let him fuck out his frustrations for the night, when he sees someone who absolutely shouldn’t be there. His best friend, Jared, smelling like heaven and wearing a fucking skirt and very little else.
Author:tebtosca  Supernatural  Slash  fanfic  Jensen/Jared  Smut  Romance  Relationship:FirstTime  Alpha/Beta/Omega  Knotting  SelfLubrication  Cross-dressing  Omega!Jared  Bottom!Jared  Possessive  Barebacking  Public!sex  Pining  FriendsToLovers  Length:1000-5000  OneShot 
november 2018 by Ambrosine8

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