author:tolakasa   28

Living Expenses; tolakasa
Pre-series. Scholarships don't pay for everything. When you're not talking to your family, that makes summer the worst time of the year.
sam&dean  gen  physicallyhurt!dean  tired!sam  StanfordEra  archive:ao3  author:tolakasa  rating:pg-13  havepdf  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural  setting:pre-series  genre:hurt_comfort 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Affliction, by tolakasa
Sam begins to lose his senses, one by one. And there’s nothing they can do to stop it.

Sam was just going to forgo hot water entirely--it's not like he can *feel* the cold water, and that way Dean can have the hot showers--but that's clearly not good enough for Dean's standards. Or Dean's afraid he'll freeze. Dean *insists* that they keep trading off, the way they always have. Sam tries locking him out, but the motels they stay in don't have locks that can withstand a Winchester, and it turns out that Dean is not about to let something as minor as a *door* stand in his way.

Every time Sam thinks he can't be humiliated more....

It doesn't help that Sam's a terrible patient. He *knows* he's a terrible patient. He always has been, as everybody from Dad to Jessica's mom has told him. But Dean's smothering irritates the ever-loving *fuck* out of him, and the number of times on the zombie job alone that Sam has to restrain himself from punching his brother is ridiculous. He's not some fucking damsel in distress, dammit. He's just--sick. Granted, it's a *weird* sick, but it's not like they've ever done anything normally.

But anything wrong with Sam, and Dean's childhood programming comes charging to the front--thanks ever so much, Dad--especially now that it's something that can actually cause problems. Not smelling or tasting were minor issues in lives like theirs. Not being able to feel pain and temperature?

That's *dangerous*.

Sam knows he's lucky Dean's not insisting on strip-searches after every fight, but damned if the interrogations aren't intrusive enough--do *not* get him started on the string of damaged bathroom doors that kills three of their precious scammed credit cards with damage surcharges--and it's not whining if it's *entirely justified*. He's a grown man, for fuck's sake. He took care of himself for four months while Dean was dead--and for three other months when Dean was dead that other time, that time that only he remembers. He knows how to check himself for wounds. It's nice that Dean cares, don't get him wrong, but Sam doesn't need to be bundled in bubble-wrap and spoon-fed.

Really, Dean, *he can check his own legs*.
supernatural  sam  dean  gen  bobby  dean:blind  sam:blind  sam:can't.smell  sam:can't.taste  sam:can't.touch  sam:deaf  hurt/comfort  season:5  length:45001-50000  author:tolakasa 
november 2014 by morgana
tolakasa: Affliction (Gen)
AU of season 5, veering off from canon after the end of 5.04, after Sam and Dean are hunting together again. In a diner one day, Sam notices that something's missing. Something kind of important. (45,000 words)
author:tolakasa  2014  fandom:supernatural  unread  fic  p:gen  t:S05 
november 2014 by todokanai
Supernatural: Undertow
Title: Undertow
family_secret prompt: 74. Dean has his own abilities that he doesn't want Sam or his father to know about.
Word Count: 1872
Notes/Warnings: Post "Born Under a Bad Sign."
Fandom:Supernatural  Character:DeanWinchester  Character:SamWinchester  Character:JohnWinchester  Author:Tolakasa  Words:1000-5000  genre:Powers!  Type:Fic  Character:EllenHarvelle  genre:GEN  genre:fluff 
september 2013 by themadramblings
All You Have To Do Is Open Your Eyes, by torakowalski
Cougar doesn’t say much, but Jensen understands him just fine.

{‘ Pooch starts shuffling the cards. “Spades?”

“Awesome.” Jensen grins. “Me and Cougar versus you and Roque?” He leans back and grins at Cougar, who’s moved permanently onto the windowsill. “Cougs? Want in.”

“Okay, no,” Pooch says, holding up his hands, “there is no way I’m gambling for money against you two.”

Jensen frowns, leaning across the table to make wide, concerned eyes at Pooch. “Is it because we’re just that fucking good?” he asks.

“No.” Pooch knocks the edge of the pack once, twice against the table. “It’s because I’m pretty sure you can read each other’s damn minds.”

Jensen keeps his grin in place, but he stops paying full attention because he’s confused. Sure, he always seems to know what Cougar’s shrugs and eyebrow lifts and hat tilts mean, but that’s because they’re a team. Everyone here can read Cougar like that, right?

“What? No.” Jensen laughs. He’s kind of nervous, which is weird; he doesn’t know why. “Cougar’s just a mass of tells, that’s all.”

That gets Cougar’s attention. He pushes his hat up far enough that Jensen can see his whole face for once, then raises both eyebrows.

“Right, see, right there.” Jensen points. “That means that he’s maybe gonna kill me, but he’s interested enough in what I’m saying to let me go on a bit longer.”

Cougar’s eyes narrow and Jensen laughs.

“And that means that he’s pissed because I got that one right.”
Pooch throws his hands up in disgust and goes to join Roque at the dartboard. Jensen doesn’t care. He won, which is the most important thing.

Second most important is the fact that Cougar hasn’t stopped looking at him.

“What?” Jensen asks, feeling strangely defensive. It’s not his fault that Cougar is like an open book.

“Nothing,” Cougar says and actually takes his hat off, moving from his seat to the chair opposite Jensen’s. He picks up the pack of cards that Pooch left behind. “You know how to play Mississippi stud?”

“I do not,” Jensen says, leaning forward. “Gonna teach me?”

Cougar looks at him from under his thick, dark eyelashes and smirks. “I’m going to teach you how to *cheat,*” he says, waving his hands in the universal motion of *same difference.*

“Even better,” Jensen says, and settles in to learn some more of Cougar’s tells. ‘}
the.losers  cougar/jensen  explicit  length:5001-10000  author:tolakasa 
july 2013 by morgana
In A Darkened Room
Nothing is ever what it seems. Not death, not failure, not even yellow-eyed demons.
author:tolakasa  fandom:Supernatural  au  gen  family!fic  angst  characterdeath  character:DeanWinchester  character:SamWinchester  powers!Sam  powers!Dean  oneshot 
march 2012 by yuurei
Dean has his own abilities that he doesn't want Sam or his father to know about.
author:tolakasa  fandom:Supernatural  powers!Dean  gen  family!fic  characterdeath  character:DeanWinchester  character:SamWinchester  complete  drama  au 
march 2012 by yuurei
tolakasa: Undertow (Gen)
Post 2x14 (Born Under a Bad Sign). Dean has his own abilities that he doesn't want Sam or his father to know about.
author:tolakasa  2007  fandom:supernatural  unread  fic  p:gen  t:S02 
december 2011 by todokanai
tolakasa: This Christmas Day (Gen)
Future. Happy endings are never quite what you expect them to be. (9,800 words)
author:tolakasa  2006  fandom:supernatural  unread  fic  p:gen  t:future!fic  c:curtain/domestic 
december 2011 by todokanai
tolakasa: SPN: "Undertow"
[info]family_secret prompt: 74. Dean has his own abilities that he doesn't want Sam or his father to know about.

[Follow links to "Cold Fire", then "Breathe", then "Ghost in the Ruins".
author:tolakasa  fandom:supernatural  rating:pg-13  pairing:gen  character:impala  character:dean_winchester  character:samanddean  wc:10000-19999 
september 2011 by amazonziti

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