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tell-tale; cherie_morte
He can’t help it if he thinks it’s kind of sweet. He keeps the heart in his mostly empty freezer, peeking at it every few days. It's probably not human, anyway. Obviously he’d report it if it was human.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  genre:horror  serialkiller!jensen  serialkiller!jared  characterdeath_(jensen)  jared!killsjensen  pining!jared  pining!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:cherie_morte  0-5k  challenge:spn_masquerade  ~ 
11 days ago by Itsokaydean
Five Ways Dean Winchester Didn’t Die; fleshflutter
Sam’s unsettled and on edge for three days. The fourth day, he finds John waiting in his truck outside his apartment. John climbs out and Sam’s amazed how old he looks. It’s only been two years since Sam left and though it feels long enough for him to be settled in his new, non-nomadic, peaceful life, it doesn’t feel long enough for John to have grown so old.
supernatural  sam&dean  pre-series  dean!dies  tired!john  grieving!sam  s2  s1  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  *times  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  rating:pg  ~ 
5 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Palatine; setissma
It’s not like he means for it to happen. Seriously.

One minute, he’s leaning over to look at the enormous spell book in Sam’s lap, sounding out a couple of phrases while they’re stopped at a red light, Sam messing with the radio. The next, he’s in the passenger seat while Sam’s nearly running Dean’s goddamned car into a Toyota.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!sam  first-time  first-kiss  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:setissma  0-5k  ~ 
6 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
I'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger; fleshflutter
If Chase were a better friend, he might try to end the game now, before Brendan loses even more money. But if Brendan is a dick at Stanford, it’s nothing compared to how he is on break. Chase wishes he’d gone with Will and Sam to play pool, but he’d been too damn stuck on the long game, too stuck on Brendan Danver’s father being the Danver of Danver, Mitchell and Webb, the law firm that’s gonna give him his first job when he graduates.

So now they’re in this bar, which is full of smoke and the smell of stale piss, because Brendan wants to pretend he lives dangerously, on the edge, that his life’s not one big vapid, designer-dressed waste of time. And Brendan’s got himself into a game of poker with a hustler, who Chase keeps telling himself to stop staring at, and Brendan's being taken for every last cent in his wallet.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  pre-series  StanfordEra  outsider!pov  angry!sam  jaded!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~ 
7 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
just this good; misskittye
Jensen awakes to the sound of Jared's voice, hushed but persistent enough to scratch lightly at the back of Jensen's skull. He opens his eyes and immediately closes them against the bright sunlight flooding in from the window. He doesn't move, doesn't stretch. Before he consents to full consciousness, he takes a moment to assess the situation. Six days a week Jensen subjects himself to early mornings, ripped from sleep by his clock radio before the sun is even up. On those days he'll lay in bed only for a minute or so, the strains of Bachman Turner Overdrive or something like that preventing him from slipping back into his dreams while he bullies himself into getting up for a jog. Waking up stretched out on his stomach, relaxed and tangled in cool sheets, knowing that Jared is close by and that there is nothing at all he needs to do right now is the exact opposite of that. It's this that he's wishing for when he lies in bed rubbing a hand over his pained expression every day except Sunday.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  genre:au  genre:schmoop  veterinarian!jensen  au:regular!joes  actor!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:misskittye  10-15k  verse:comingaround  ~ 
8 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Dark Paradise; cherie_morte
AU after 3x16: He knew as soon as Dean rose up from the bones what it was he brought to life. And maybe Sam should have been horrified right there and right then, but he was giddy as he watched Dean kill. All he could think was it's really him, he even looks the same.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  demon!dean  bloodaddicted!sam  established!relationship  s3  kink:manhandling  kink:rough!sex  kink:bloodplay  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~ 
8 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Father of the year; sarosefic
Maybe Sam's more right about John than Dean wants to admit. Or maybe they're both wrong.
Just why did John leave Dean at Sonny's for two months?
supernatural  sam&dean  hardass!john  distracted!john  physicallyhurt!john  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  pre-series  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  author:sarosefic  0-5k  ~ 
8 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Ripping mended seams; lyra_wing
We all know John disappeared because he got a lead on the demon. But what if he ran off when the boys were still kids? AU – Dean as a fireman and Sam as a student at NYU.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:canon_divergence  fireman!dean  StanfordEra  pre-series  ghost!john  john!dies  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  Protective!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:lyra_wing  5-10k  ~ 
9 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
give me a sign; tiana
College AU. Jared spots Jensen across a crowded cafeteria. When he realizes Jensen is signing to his friends, Jared has a new mission in life. Learn to talk with his hands.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  au:college  student!jared  student!jensen  smitten!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  author:___tiana___  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:springfling  ~ 
12 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Just A Spoonful of Sugar; tiana
AU. When Jensen is suddenly left to take care of his sister's kids for the summer, he desperately needs help. Enter a stranger named Jared and his ability to make kids love him and turn Jensen's life upside down in the process.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  genre:au  au:nannies  nanny!jared  genre:kidfic  pining!jensen  pining!jared  stuckup!jensen  nice!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:___tiana___  10-15k  challenge:everafter  ~ 
12 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
keep coming around; misskittye
It wasn't that Jensen hated being a vet. It was tough work, sure, but he was pretty good at it, and if the money hadn't started rolling in he could say it was because he was just getting started. The problem was that it seemed to be the kind of job most people viewed as a calling, the grand culmination of lifelong love of animals. But if that was supposed to be the case, Jensen was pretty sure a true vet wouldn't have dread Fifi's monthly visits quite as much as he did.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:schmoop  genre:au  veterinarian!jensen  student!jared  jared_sandy  boys!moveintogether  boys!comeout  smitten!jensen  smitten!jared  au:regular!joes  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:misskittye  20-25k  verse:comingaround 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
Pet hellhounds, Dean leaves the family, specific search (found): spnstoryfinders
Pet hellhounds, Dean leaves the family, specific search (found)
1) I wonder if there are any fics where Dean has a hellhound(s) as pet(s)? The hellhound could be incredibly protective of Dean and rip up anything and anyone who tries to hurt Dean. Dean could be all 'Don't mess with me, pal, I've got a big-ass dog that will rip you apart' during hunts, or he could just be really freaked out by a friendly hellhound following him around. Bonus for Crowley being involved somehow.

2) Any fics out there which have Dean instead of Sam leaving the family? It could be pre-Stanford or an AU. Dean realises just how screwed up his life is, can't deal with his dad anymore, and throws in the towel, leaving to hunt on his own/settle elsewhere. Alternatively, Dean takes Sam with him when he leaves. I'd like that Dean is the one who makes the decision to leave, and not Sam persuading Dean to do so. Extra cookies if Castiel or other angels come into the story somehow.

Any pairings except for Wincest are fine, self-recs are welcome, and happy endings are preferred (but go ahead and rec regardless)!

3) Specific fic search: I thought I saw this on the comm sometime recently, but I can't find it now. The search was for a fic where Dean and Sam hatch from eggs, I think? Cas is protecting them while they incubate, and Gabriel and Zachariah are involved. Those are the details I remember, hope someone can help me out! Found: (Wincest)
Archive:LJ  Fandom:Supernatural  Char:Dean  Pairing:Dean/Hellhounds  Warning:Bestiality  Category:FicSearch 
february 2019 by Raven_Ink
+ Owl of the Waste Places; dear_tiger
The man she named baby boy Hobbenbokken after had been a pile of bones at the bottom of the Pacific for quite some time by then.
supernatural  witch_verse  author:dear_tiger  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:angst  ~  + 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
You Can Plan on Me; downjune
The snow comes down thick and heavy, now, blanketing the valley in white, turning the rusted corpses of the machines to harmless lumps. Jared perches on top of their own rusty lump and sips his spiked tea from a thermos. The whiskey as well as the hot liquid warm him from the inside out, even though his ass is still freezing and his toes have gone numb. He can’t stay out for much longer, not with this weather. But—Jensen’s late. Nearly a day late.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  genre:dystopia  scientist!jared  soldier!jensen  genre:schmoop  smitten!jensen  smitten!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:downjune  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  0-5k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean

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