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The Color Gold
Sam should know better than to trust a Pagan. He should definitely know better than to trust the Pagan God of Lies, especially when said god is the same one who once trapped him in a hellish time loop for months on end. Unfortunately, without Dean at his side for running on four years now and the last chapter of the apocalypse drawing closer every day, he doesn't have room to be picky 54,207
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Season!5  AU!Season!5  504  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Separated!Boys  Angst  Deal  archiveofourown  Long  50000+  Bottom!Sam  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Character-Balthazar  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  drunk!Sam  Powers!Sam  Demon!Blood  Addiction  Addict!Sam 
7 weeks ago by chellexxx
love the way you dominate when you violate me
[Outoftheashes] Dean wins in Soul Survivor and rather than killing Sam, decides to humiliate him by raping him. To his shock and horror, Sam starts to enjoy the feel of it, especially after Dean comes inside him.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Sam  addict!Sam  angst  bottom!Sam  demon!Dean  kink:BDSM  kink:bondage  kink:D/s  kink:dehumanization  kink:fucking-machine  kink:humiliation  kink:objectification  kink:rough-sex  kink:sex-toys  kink:training/conditioning  slave!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
october 2018 by casey679
Great Blue World
A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims to once have been an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him, and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Angst  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Character-Bobby!Singer  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Epic  200000+  archiveofourown  Vessel  Vessel!Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  post!Apocalypse  Sam&Castiel  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Torture 
may 2017 by chellexxx
The Hedgehog Rescue
Dean went to Hell and was hauled out of Perdition, only to be turned into a 4/5-year-old version of himself. It just might avert the apocalypse... but only if Dean can help Bobby save Sam from himself. Also has to be sick.

SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  post!Season!3  AU!Season!4  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Dean  sick!Dean  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Long  20000+  Addiction  Addict!Sam  asshole!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  PTSD  Character-Ruby  Sam/Ruby  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Away to Darker Dreams
[brokenlittleboy] Finally hunting on his own, Dean makes a trip to Stanford to visit Sam, only to find his little brother's gone missing. And when he finally does stumble upon him in a dark twist of fate, Sam is not the boy he used to be.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Sex-Workers  AU:Stanford-Era  addict!Sam  angst  bottom!Sam  hooker!Sam  hurt!Sam  powers!Dean  protective!Dean  protective!Missouri  psychic!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
march 2017 by casey679
The Good Ole Boys
[PosingAsMe] Sam and Dean haven't done much with their lives. They spend their days looking for work, and their evenings are spent with their motorcycles and beer. At home, they care for their father, broken from before they can remember. Then comes the stranger who claims to be family, and the men trying to catch him.
AU:Bikers  AU:Ranch-&-Farm  pairing:Castiel/Sam  pairing:Dean/Jo  abused!Adam  addict!Sam  angst  asshole!Michael  big-brother!Sam  biker!Dean  biker!Sam  bottom!Castiel  closeted!Sam  daddy/guardian!Castiel  dancer!Castiel  disabled!John  farmer!Dean  farmer!Sam  little-brother!Adam  protective!Dean  protective!Sam  PTSD!John  shy/insecure!Sam  social-worker!Castiel  suicidal!Sam  tw:drugs  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
december 2016 by casey679
✢ Down Darker and Darker Stairs
"Dean goes to pick Sam up from Stanford and ends up finding more than he bargained for." (27,400 words) Part of the "Five Districts, Five Drugs" collection, but stands alone.
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november 2016 by elwarre
Blue Like Heaven
"Dean goes to pick Sam up from Stanford and ends up finding more than he bargained for." (27,700 words) Part of the "Five Districts, Five Drugs" collection, but stands alone.
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jessica_moore  jim_murphy  sam/dean  sam/jess  powers!sam  psychic!sam  hurt!sam  addict!sam  reluctant!sam  pining!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  pining!dean  top!dean  witch!jess  hurt/comfort  angst  addiction  witches/wizards  ghosts  pining  sex:shower  kink:rimming  previous!relationship  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:rei_c  have:pdf 
november 2016 by elwarre
✢ That Phantom World so Fair
"Dean goes to pick Sam up from Stanford and ends up finding more than he bargained for." Part of the "Five Districts, Five Drugs" collection, but stands alone. (27,500 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  bobby_singer  missouri_moseley  sam/dean  sam/ofc  powers!sam  psychic!sam  magical!sam  protective!sam  hurt!sam  addict!sam  bottom!sam  powers!dean  protective!dean  top!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  drama  addiction  magic  telepathy  demons  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:magic  first_time  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:rei_c  have:pdf 
november 2016 by elwarre
Sacrifice in Many Forms
"Gabriel reminds Dean of what he still has. What he’s always had that makes Famine wrong. He just does it in that horrible way that he thinks is helping. 'It’s always been about the two of you giving up everything for each other…and never regretting any of it.'"
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gabriel  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  abused!sam  raped!sam  guilty!dean  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  demonblood  addiction  spn:season:5  spn:ep:5.14(my_bloody_valentine)  fandom:spn  author:brokenangel6662 
june 2016 by elwarre
Between the Lines of Fear and Blame
"In the hunt for Lucifer, Sam is hurt and Dean has to embark on a quest to find his brother in more ways than one." (44,364 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  protective!dean  protective!bobby  angst  selfharm  self_loathing  resentment  addiction  demonblood  demons  dreams/visions  clinic/hospital  spn:season:5  fandom:spn  author:faye_dartmouth  need:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
The Blood that Binds
In season eight, canon diverges and Sam convinces Benny to come
back from Purgatory, wherein the vampire promptly disappears for
reasons unknown to Sam. In season nine, canon diverges again and Sam
refuses to stick around after Dean's duplicity is revealed. Continuously
hunted by demons, Sam runs into Benny, and the two team up to face a
world against them. ... 26,307
SPN  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Sam/Benny  Demon!Blood  Addict!Sam  Addiction  Demon!Dean  Angst  archiveofourown  AU!Season!8  Season!9  AU!Season!9  Separated!Boys  Demon  25000+  Long  Character-Castiel  Character-Cain  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Benny!Lafitte  Powers!Sam 
june 2016 by chellexxx
Not in So Many Words
"Sam thinks something's wrong when Dean won't meet his eyes and leaves to buy pie by himself. He knows something's wrong when Dean returns with pies and a salad, for God's sake. He's absolutely beside himself when Dean offers to share the pie. Dean never shares pie. It's somewhere in the Book of Things that Are, right beside gravity and sunrises." (1201 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  protective!dean  angst  schmoop  addiction  demonblood  birthday/holiday  spn:season:4  fandom:spn  author:semira  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre

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