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Like an Arrow through a Flock of Doves
"When he takes the rap for a crime committed by Barney and the Swordsman, Clint is charged as an adult at 17 and spends the next four years of his life without protection in prison. Enter one Neal Caffrey, who knows how to charm his way to whatever he wants or needs, and Clint's life gets a lot more interesting. Pretty much, the story of Clint in prison, Clint getting out, and Clint, like always, finding his way to SHIELD, and Phil." (62,883 words) PLEASE note the warnings on this. The first half of this was too much for me, but the recovery section was enjoyable to read.
clint_barton  phil_coulson  neal_caffrey  peter_burke  elizabeth_burke  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  steve_rogers  bruce_banner  thor  clint/phil  hurt!clint  arrested!clint  abused!clint  tortured!clint  raped!clint  homeless!clint  ptsd!clint  protective!clint  protective!phil  clueless!phil  guilty!phil  understanding!phil  protective!neal  pov:clint  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  incarceration  abuse:domestic  noncon/dubcon  kink:gangbang  torture  crucifixion  permanent!injury  homelessness  hunger/starvation  ptsd  clinic/hospital  recovery  slowburn  kink:tattoos  first_time  crossover  fandom:marvel  fandom:whitecollar  author:hoosierbitch  author:arsenic  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
The Soles of Your Shoes
"Loki is a crimelord who has been raided and arrested for his crimes. Clint is the teenage captive the police find who knows enough information to make the case against Loki. The rest of the Avengers are a team brought in to ensure his survival until the trial." (10,021 words)
clint_barton  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  steve_rogers  thor  bruce_banner  loki  gen  hurt!clint  abused!clint  protective!natasha  criminal!loki  mob!loki  escape/rescue  fbi/police  criminals/mafia  abuse:child  recovery  marvel:au:no!supers  fandom:marvel  author:isawet 
march 2017 by elwarre
Falling Stars (Fall Too Hard)
"Phil Coulson doesn't know where he is, but he does know where he's going. Portland isn't moving any time soon, though, and the circus won't always be in town." (9348 words)
clint_barton  phil_coulson  gen  orphan!clint  hurt!clint  abused!clint  hustler!phil  homeless!phil  protective!phil  pov:phil  origin_story  carnival/circus  homelessness  abuse:child  hustling:pool  fandom:marvel  author:raiining 
february 2017 by elwarre
The Crimson Sunrise
"For his whole life, Clint has tried to hide his true nature, the fact that he's a Full Dragon. Then, six months after the Battle of New York, the team gets summoned in front of Fury and they find out that Coulson is back. But he isn't really Coulson, and it's all a big fucking mess that leaves Clint no other choice but to run. To his own surprise, Phil Coulson is brought back to life. He finds himself amidst a tight-knit team just as baffled about Hawkeye's reaction, but no less determined to protect him. While Clint is desperate to cope, Phil is forced to face his post-mortem new self and to find a way to deal with it without losing his mind. At the end, it's all about trust: trust in yourself, trust in your friends, trust in your other half. Will it be enough?" (81,142 words) Please heed author's warnings on this one.
clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  nick_fury  bruce_banner  thor  clint/phil  creature!clint  dragon!clint  bamf!clint  assassin!clint  hurt!clint  abused!clint  ptsd!clint  bottom!clint  creature!phil  dragon!phil  protective!phil  possessive!phil  understanding!phil  top!phil  action  angst  hurt/comfort  dragons  telepathy  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  cps/fostercare  spies/assassins  animal_transformation  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:shipperslist  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
✢ Love is Not a Game
"Clint has never played a game of tennis. That wouldn’t make any difference, except for the fact that’s he’s built a load-bearing wall of his sanity out of a Tennis-related metaphor. Not, probably, his best decision, but he didn’t really do it on purpose. OR: How Clint comes to be at SHIELD, his first two weeks in training, and coming to the realization that maaaaybe he shouldn't be in long-term relationships." (14,110 words)
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  bruce_banner  tony_stark  clint/phil  clint/omc  bamf!clint  smart!clint  undercover!clint  hurt!clint  abused!clint  raped!clint  ptsd!clint  dyslexic!clint  deaf!clint  protective!phil  hurt/comfort  origin_story  angst  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  dyslexia  disability  languages:multiple  undercover  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:ellyavon  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ Because of How I Feel About You
“Look out,” Clint would say, balancing a naked GI Joe on top of a purple My Little Pony and balancing himself atop the bed so he could fly the duo up to the ceiling: “My boss unicorn queen has rescued her wounded bodyguard and prepares to seek bloody vengeance on your Barbie Palace of Lies and Deceit.” “Whatever, cupcake,” Natasha would reply from the floor, not batting an eye as she racked a marshmallow gun and placed it carefully on the shoulder of a Holiday Celebration Kira in the manner of a rocket launcher. “My imperial palace guard is ready and loaded for bear. (10,180 words) This is background Phil/Clint, but the primary relationship is the friendship between Clint and Natasha. Part 1 of The Honor System series.
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  clint/phil  clint/natasha  bamf!clint  hurt!clint  protective!clint  abused!clint  raped!clint  grieving!clint  protective!natasha  bamf!natasha  grieving!natasha  angst  friendship  action  origin_story  grief  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  carnival/circus  sex:rough  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:snapjack  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
Another Apple to Slice Into Pieces
"It takes much longer than his six years with S.H.I.E.L.D. (and a few more brushes with death than anyone's really comfortable with) but Clint finds a family, even if he wasn't looking for one." (55,718 words)
clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  bobbi_morse  sharon_carter  sam_wilson  maria_hill  nick_fury  clint/phil  clint/natasha  clint/bobbi  bamf!clint  hurt!clint  abused!clint  tortured!clint  grieving!clint  understanding!phil  protective!phil  protective!natasha  angst  action  friendship  origin_story  abuse:child(past)  torture  dehydration/heatstroke  grief  brainwashing/mindgames  tesseract  slowburn  preslash  fandom:marvel  author:kirstein_and_arlert 
may 2016 by elwarre
Dust in the Rafters
"This time when he speaks his voice is a whisper. "I bet you didn't know I started that young, Phil." . . . "You didn't 'start young' at anything except defending yourself and others from harmful people." Phil and Natasha talk Clint through a panic attack." (4770 words)
clint_barton  natasha_romanov  phil_coulson  gen  hurt!clint  ptsd!clint  abused!clint  understanding!natasha  understanding!phil  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  fandom:marvel  author:harkpad 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Like Sick Flowers Need the Sun
"Clint hasn't felt this alone in a long time. Coulson's gone, SHIELD isn't a home anymore, and no one on his new team seems to like him. After a lifetime of being ignored, Clint's gotten good at demanding attention. He'll annoy and frustrate and piss everyone off until they notice him. To him, any attention—even the negative kind—is good attention. This poses a problem when they all finally learn to just ignore him." (7851 words)
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april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Problem Child
"Coulson wasn't born the bad-ass in the business suit. Hawkeye didn't start out as the trusted eye in the sky. This is the story of how SHIELD grew up, and how Phil and Clint grew together right alongside it." (26,932 words) Both the noncon and the abuse are past and non-explicit.
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  nick_fury  natasha_romanov  clint/phil  arrested!clint  bamf!clint  hurt!clint  abused!clint  pining!clint  protective!phil  reluctant!phil  pining!phil  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  incarceration  clinic/hospital  pining  slowburn  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:hoosierbitch  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Making the Best of It
“He’s not telling us everything,” Fury reached out and shut the projection off, “I’m not comfortable with this.” Coulson didn’t respond, didn’t need to. “Let Rogers know I want Barton watched; he doesn’t go anywhere alone until we understand exactly what’s going on. I’m not losing him to some egotistical mind-f***ing blade-dancer who has mentor issues and wants to take it out on our asset.” Phil nodded efficiently. He couldn’t agree more. (33,113 words)
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  steve_rogers  tony_stark  nick_fury  bruce_banner  thor  natasha_romanov  clint/phil  bamf!clint  abused!clint  protective!phil  understanding!phil  understanding!natasha  angst  friendship  action  character_study  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  fandom:marvel  author:dentalfloss  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Slow Growth Investment by arsenicarcher (Arsenic)
Left at the hospital, injured and penniless, Clint tries to find his way to another circus, or some other means of supporting himself, but makes a few decisions that end up costing him. He's pretty much given up on ever making something of his life when he's in the wrong place at the wrong time, witness to an assassination. As it turns out, that's the best luck he's had in years. (Alternately, for those of you who know what this refers to: the obligatory hooker AU.)
f:avengers  complete  -wc:25k-50k  site:a03  p:clint/natasha/phil  het  slash  plot:threesome/moresome  plot:angst  plot:abuse!childabuse  plot:abuse!rape  abused!clint  abused!natasha  plot:prostitution  plot:florence!nightingale  -rating:3/5  saved 
january 2014 by dievillain
Second Chance by arsenicarcher (Arsenic)
Based on this prompt from avengerkink: Basically I'd just love to see a little Clint running about Stark Tower. Mostly fluff, but with a side of angst/hurt-comfort, please!
"I-- I'm sorry," Clint says, and now he just looks terrified, "I think you have me confused with someone else. Maybe your friend got lost, too? I mean, I'm sure he'll find his way back, and all, being a brave warrior, but I'm not-- I'm just a dumb kid."

All four of them stiffen at that, at the way Clint says it, like he's just quoting something he's heard, over and over and over. Natasha turns to walk away, gets three steps and then turns back. She kneels down next to Thor and says to Clint, in a choked voice, full of forced calm, "When you were five, you were making cookies with your mom when you dropped the butter dish and it broke. Your dad was at home, because he'd gotten laid off again, and he was drunk, even though it was only three in the afternoon.

"He made you kneel with your bare knees on the glass for hours, and only then did he take a belt to you. He beat you so long you lost consciousness and came back, twice. And then he wouldn't let your mom or Barney help you clean your knees up, so they became infected, and you had to get medicine.”
f:avengers  complete  -wc:5k-25k  site:a03  p:clint/phil  slash  plot:post-series  plot:de-aged  de-aged!clint  plot:angst  plot:domestic  plot:abuse!childabuse  abused!clint  plot:friendshipfic  plot:family!of!choice  -rating:3/5  saved  plot:team 
january 2014 by dievillain
Like an Arrow Through a Flock of Doves by arsenicarcher (Arsenic), hoosierbitch
When he takes the rap for a crime committed by Barney and the Swordsman, Clint is charged as an adult at 17 and spends the next four years of his life without protection in prison. Enter one Neal Caffrey, who knows how to charm his way to whatever he wants or needs, and Clint's life gets a lot more interesting. Pretty much, the story of Clint in prison, Clint getting out, and Clint, like always, finding his way to SHIELD, and Phil.

[The first half is an almost gratuitous level of extreme Clint!whump, but then the actual recovery/actualization kicks in and it becomes a very satisfying read.]
f:avengers  complete  -wc:5k-25k  site:a03  p:clint/phil  slash  plot:massive!au  plot:prison  plot:abuse!torture  plot:abuse!childabuse  plot:abuse!rape  plot:abuse!medical  plot:friendshipfic  plot:ptsd  plot:family!of!choice  whump!clint  plot:domestic  abused!clint  plot:disability!not-permanent  disabled!clint  plot:disability  plot:homeless  plot:moving!in  plot:romance!dating  plot:touch!issues  plot:tattoo  -rating:4/5  saved  plot:team 
january 2014 by dievillain
Between the Personal and the Real by arsenicarcher (Arsenic)
Clint knows how things work between principals and their obeisants. At least, he's always thought he does.
Clint cants his head and asks, mockingly, "They told you about your rights in regard to your obeisant?"

"I have not, I will admit, gotten entirely through the handbook, as I was only accepted into the program two days ago, but I read the parts about being allowed to control, among other things, your food intake, your access to any room in a dwelling, up to and including bathrooms, the amount of sleep you get and how you are punished for any infractions. And I can easily read between the lines to see where I could use that power to manipulate you into serving not only SHIELD, but me."

[I have trouble with slavery fics, especially when it's institutionalized, but this one manages to skate by my squicks and turns Clint's slavery into his redemption. But of course what else do you expect from Phil Coulson?
f:avengers  complete  -wc:5k-25k  site:a03  p:clint/phil  slash  plot:massive!au  plot:slavefic  main!char:clint  plot:angst  plot:abuse!childabuse  abused!clint  plot:episodic  plot:domestic  plot:marriage  plot:homeless  plot:moving!in  -rating:4/5  saved 
january 2014 by dievillain

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